Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Chungs Update

I came across another good article by Marc Fisher, columnist for The Washington Post, a video link of a press conference, and a discussion also led by Marc Fisher.

UPDATE: I like this Marc Fisher and I'd forgotten that he was among the few, if not the only one, who covered the recent appointment of Michelle Rhee to the top position of the D.C. school system of simmering Black-Korean tensions with the recent laundry pants case. Here's his article and check out the subsequent reactions to his post. It's very predictable.


D.C.'s Black-Koren Dynamic: A Simmering Tension
by Marc Fisher, Metro Columnist

What do the $54 million pants man, Roy Pearson, and the new D.C. schools superintendent, Michelle Rhee, have in common?

Their moments in the news in recent days have lifted the lid off a cauldron of black-Korean tensions. This relationship has a volatile history in Washington, running back to 1986, when Rev. Willie Wilson of Union Temple Baptist Church famously led a boycott of an Asian-American grocer in Southeast who had supposedly disrespected a black customer. The episode culminated in Wilson saying, after being asked if his demands were inflaming racial tensions, that if he and his followers hadn't forgiven the Asian shopkeeper, "we would have cut his head off and rolled it down the street."

Interestingly, until the start of last week's trial, the mail on the Pants Man was focused almost entirely on issues of abusing the legal system, the eternal battle over tort reform, and how the District could possibly have such a fellow serving as an administrative law judge. But once the trial started--and most importantly, once the first news photos of Pearson started appearing online, on TV and in the paper--the tenor of reader reaction changed dramatically. I still heard plenty of outrage about how Pearson was tormenting the owners of the dry cleaners and wasting the court's resources, but now that it was widely known that Pearson is black, a good chunk of the mail shifted to matters of ethnic rivalry.

Similarly, the surprise announcement that Rhee, a Korean-American woman, would become the first non-black chief of the D.C. school system in nearly half a century immediately engendered all manner of comment about supposed antipathy toward blacks by Koreans--all this from people who know nothing of Rhee's background, approach or personality.

I'll spare you the comments that consist solely of racist vitriol, but I think there's value in looking at the texture of the incidents and complaints that readers report about encounters with Korean merchants. I doubt that these incidents are much different from those that could be catalogued about any dry cleaner, no matter the owner's ethnicity, but here's one of the more thoughtful comments I've received from readers who believe the pants case is more about black-Korean tensions than anything else:

"The main thing here is the strained relationship between Korean businesses and Blacks with regard to customer service or lack thereof," wrote Keith Jones, a legal assistant at a major Washington company. He told of an Asian-owned grocery in his D.C. neighborhood where he says the owner routinely sells coffee creamer that has passed its sell-by date, as well as a dry cleaner that he says charges exorbitant rates.

"It is clear that the Korean merchants have a lot of businesses in urban America and that they are unified," Jones writes. "Blacks in these urban settings, for the most part, rely solely on Korean establishments in their neighborhoods. This is due to access and ultimately, their socio-economic status. I am certainly not saying that this justifies the Pearson case, especially not the amount. From the examples I gave from my own experience, however, one can only imagine what a Black person experiences daily dealing with the Koreans."

And here's an account from Rosemary Reed Miller, the longtime owner of Toast & Strawberries, which was one of the city's best-regarded boutiques, talking about her experience with a Korean dry cleaner:

"I had brought in a pair of pants which had a small spot. They cleaned that area, but left a larger spot on another area of the pant. When I pointed that out (unfortunately, I didn't see the spot until after I had paid), they told me that the large spot was on the pant when I brought the pants in. They wouldn't give me my money back, and implied that it would be another fee to get out the second spot. I decided to walk.

"When you're in business--and I had a small shop, Toast and Strawberries for over 20 years--I know you can't be perfect with everyone, but this I thought was unreasonable. I've lived long enough to share [Pearson's] pain. I am African American, but didn't sue. However, I feel as though I should have sued that cleaner even though my silk pants had a modest price tag. I've fought for the civil rights of all people all of my life. People need their rights to be addressed, and the people who 'wrong' them should be educated not to do something like that again to another person.

"I appreciate his suing on my behalf. Obviously $60+ million is 'over the top.' And I understand that
Korean-Americans have made efforts to be 'nicer' to their Afro-American clientele, but I think these cases are examples of their needing to be more sensitive. If they had listened with more understanding in the beginning,
and paid him for his 'lost' pants, I would hope that Mr. Pearson wouldn't have had such a strong sense of outrage."

Why do the kinds of poor customer service that might otherwise result in a grumble or a decision to shop elsewhere morph into ethnic tension in the black-Korean dynamic? This has been the subject of considerable study since the 1992 Los Angeles riots, in which some Korean grocers took up arms against black rioters, and the years that followed, when some rappers took after Korean merchants in their lyrics? (Warning: That link goes to a song with R-rated language.)

In part, this divide is a continuation of black-Jewish tensions that developed when many shops in American ghetto neighborhoods were run by immigrant Jews. But there's an additional element that many of the academics end up focusing on: It's a culture clash between two groups with very different behavioral mores.

Contrast a Korean social manner in which merchants may put change down on a counter rather than touch a customer's hand, or an infelicitous command of English that can make a shopkeeper seem distant and even disrespectful, against an African-American culture in which strangers are expected to make eye contact and acknowledge one another in a respectful exchange. Here's a black writer's perspective on this, and here's a Korean writer's view of a similar situation.

Did Roy Pearson sue the Chung family, owners of Custom Cleaners, because they are Korean immigrants? There's no evidence of that. Will the rank and file of the D.C. school system refuse to give Michelle Rhee a chance to succeed because she is Korean-American? Certainly most people are better than that. But in both cases, the noise around the black-Korean tension is loud enough to make hard situations much harder, and that's worth keeping a close eye on.

Monday, June 25, 2007

NOTHING!!!

That's what a D.C. Superior Court judge ruled against Roy Pearson in his $54 million dollar suit against the Chung family. The Washington Post has a great article that includes a link to the court opinion. Apparently, Pearson called forth several witnesses to testify and one of them described the Chungs as "Nazis." Pretty strong words to use against your local laundry, and definitely not a comedic description like, for example, "The Soup Nazi" in Seinfeld. Judge Judith Bartnoff adeptly rebuked each of the witnesses and their testimonies, but I check it out in full because they can be read as narratives to be deconstructed. Aside from the dramatic use and intent of the witness, I want to know what would compel someone to describe the Chungs as "Nazis."

It's such a bizarre case when I first heard about it months ago, but unfortunately, there's the distinct possibility that Pearson will file an appeal. The Chung family will have a donation drive to support their legal expenses because their savings have been depleted as a result of this idiot.

Plaintiff Gets Nothing in $54M Case of Missing Pants
by Henri E. Cauvin and Debbi Wilgoren

The D.C. administrative law judge who sued his neighborhood dry cleaner for $54 million over a pair of lost pants found out this morning what he's going to get for all his troubles.

Nothing.

In a verdict that surprised no one, except perhaps the plaintiff himself, a D.C. Superior Court judge denied Roy Pearson the big payday he claimed was his due.

Delivering her decision in writing, Judge Judith Bartnoff wrote 23 pages dissecting and dismissing Pearson's claim that he was defrauded by the owners of Custom Cleaners and their "Satisfaction Guaranteed" sign.

"A reasonable consumer would not interpret 'Satisfaction Guaranteed' to mean that a merchant is required to satisfy a customer's unreasonable demands or to accede to demands that the merchant has reasonable grounds to dispute," the ruling said. " . . . The plaintiff is not entitled to any relief whatsoever."

It was a pointed rebuke of Pearson's claim, and came with an order to pay the cleaners' court costs. But even bigger troubles may loom for Pearson.

Financially, he could soon be on the hook for tens of thousands of dollars in legal fees incurred by the owners of Customer Cleaners. Attorneys for the Chungs have said they will seek such payments, as well as sanctions against Pearson for bringing the lawsuit. Bartnoff said in her ruling that she would decide those issues after both sides have filed their motions, counter-motions and legal briefs.

Professionally, Pearson could find himself out of his $96,000-a-year job as an administrative law judge for the District government.

All that is certain right now is that he won't be getting the multi-million dollar payout he demanded when he filed suit in 2005 against Soo Chung and her husband, the owners of Custom Cleaners.

No one, not even Pearson argued that his pants were actually worth $54 million. The whole suit had cost just over a thousands dollars, and letting out the waist, as Pearson had asked the cleaners to do, was only going to cost him $10.50.

But this case -- decried by both trial lawyers and the defense bar -- was, to Pearson, about far more than the pair of pants.

It was about safeguarding the rights of every consumer in the District who, Pearson argued, might fall prey to signs like those once posted in Custom Cleaners. Satisfaction was in fact not guaranteed, Pearson argued, and his own experience put the lie to the supposed promise.

For years, Pearson had been a customer of Custom Cleaners, the only dry cleaners in easy walking distance of his home in the Northeast Washington neighborhood of Fort Lincoln. Even after a squabble several years ago over another pair of lost pants, Pearson continued to patronize the Bladensburg Road NE business.

So when Pearson was hired in April 2005 to be an administrative law judge and needed to have all of his suit trousers altered, he went to Custom Cleaners to have the work done.

Until he landed the judgeship, Pearson had been out of work. Strapped for cash and running up close to his limit on his credit cards, he brought his pants in one or two at a time to avoid maxing out his credit.

On May 3, he brought in the pants he planned to wear three days later. But on May 5, the pants were not ready, and the next day, May 6, they were nowhere to be found.

A week later Soo Chung found what she said were the missing pants. But Pearson said they were not the pants he had left to be altered. Not only was the pattern different, but the pants proffered as his had of all things, cuffs. Only once in his adult life, he said, had he worn cuffed pants, and never, he suggested, would he have so defiled his treasured Hickey Freeman suits.

Pearson demanded $1,150 to buy a new suit. When that didn't fly with the Chungs, Pearson swung into action, filing a lawsuit that would eventually make him the talk of the town and fodder for late-night comedy.

Along the way, he rejected offers to settle, first for $3,000 , then for $4,600 and finally for $12,000. A judge headed off Pearson's efforts to turn the case into a sort of sweeping class-action suit and tried to rein in his "excessive" demands for documents. But the judge found he could not simply dismiss the claim, and that meant Roy L. Pearson Jr. vs. Soo Chung et al. was going to trial.

By the time it did, on June 12, it was in the hands, a new judge, Bartnoff, and it lived up to its billing. Media hordes descended, including television crews from Korea, where the Chungs were born. CNN updated its viewers frequently.

A dozen witnesses testified. One, called on behalf of the plaintiff, compared the dry cleaners to the Nazis.

When Pearson testified, he lost his composure and began to cry.

When she took the witness stand, Soo Chung did the same.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Finally! Now I'm Done!

Finished my final edits last night.

Printed a hard copy.

Went to Kinko's to xerox it.

Walked over to the Post Office and mailed the copy away.

Now what?

Oh yeah! A little free time to myself. Maybe go outside and embrace the first day of summer. Or maybe just recoup my lost sleep.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Still Waiting ...

Yep I'm still waiting on the last edit to be turned in before I do any real work on my chapter. I don't like to start mashing up my chapter until I read all the edits otherwise I could be working on a section that needs nothing further. In the meantime, I tried writing my conclusion, but nothing concrete. Just random thoughts but I think the general idea is about the relationship between the disciplines of cultural studies and political science on questions of law, state, and power.

I got an email from my committee chair indicating that she's excited to read my last chapter and is eagerly anticipating its arrival. But she also said that her time may be limited because of other professional and personal obligations.

Translated: Finish now or else.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

BBC World Ads

I picked this up by way of Digg. Participatory democracy in advertising? I'm intrigued!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

The Continuing Saga of Being Done

Finished with my first round of edits and revisions. I still have to figure out decent titles for the chapter and subsections. I'm waiting on another set of draft revisions from a friend before I finalize it. I should be able to send it off by tomorrow or Thursday.

Friday, June 8, 2007

Quotation for the Day

There are two kinds of light -- the glow that illuminates, and the glare that obscures.

-- James Thurber, US author, humorist, cartoonist, satirist (1894-1961)

Monday, June 4, 2007

Editing & Revising

The problem with taking a few days off from finishing your first draft is that you come back to hours of editing and revising. I already found a bunch of holes and gaps in my chapter that I need to clean up.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Just Because ...

Done!

The first draft of my last chapter is done. Now I have to send it out to my friends first and go another round or two of edits and revisions for clarity before I send it to my committee.

*whew*

It's finally taking shape and I can see the end now.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Dissertating

Chapter Update: After a concerted effort this past week and a half, I think my chapter is 90% done, and if all goes well, I will meet my deadline. But there is a problem. There was one part of Justice Thomas's dissent about the phrase, "freedom from," reminded me of something I read from awhile ago. Instinctively, I knew it was enormously significant so I went about my library looking for the book, and my notes. The problem was that I couldn't figure out who wrote it. So I spent some hours browsing through the web -- Google Book -- until I finally found it. The book is Michael Clifford's Savage Identities: Political Genealogy After Foucault (2001).

And I lost that book this past year when I moved to Washington, DC.

Doesn't that suck?

Friday, May 25, 2007

Anniversary

Do you know what today is?

It's our Anniversay!


Yep, it's 7 years today!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Another "Monica?"

What is it with Washington controversies and the name "Monica?" *shrugs*

I took a break again from writing and tended to my usual mix of answering emails and surfing the web. The more I read about Monica Goodling, the more I became absolutely disgusted. And what is it with Republican lawmakers praising her for her courage to offer testimony? She is by no means a person to be praised -- she needs to go to jail. The damage she, and many others, have done to the Justice Department is staggering.

But at least I can find comfort and solace from Bill Maher's take on Monica Goodling and what she represents. Besides, I have to laugh, otherwise I'd be crying all the time.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Unbelievable!

A colleague of mine posted a comparison of his professional biography (under a pseudonym) with that of Monica Goodling, the former #3 DoJ official who recently resigned amidst controversy and has testified against Attorney General Alberto Gonzalez that he was fully aware of the firings of the US attorneys. The comparison of their resumes is utterly astounding.

And who says meritocracy doesn't matter anymore?

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

HEROES Season Finale

It was damn good. I like watching movies/series with multiple storylines and characters whose narratives parallel with each other. What I always look forward to is the finale, how well the storylines intersect at the end and as a segue into next season. And the season finale of HEROES was pretty damn good. Check out the episode, How to Stop an Exploding Man, online.

And here is the rest of it.

Monday, May 21, 2007

12

12 more days to my deadline and I'm at the cusp of a foul mood. From now until the end of the month, I will be stressed out, overcaffeinated, sleep deprived, and if I was still smoking, I'll be a walking chimney.

Despite all of this, I found this quotation from Philip K. Dick oddly comforting.

"Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away."
- Philip K. Dick, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Perpetually Dissertating

Every now and then I come across writing tips from various bloggers, writers, "how to's," and what not. Most of them seem to be common sense, and some are so vague that they are practically useless. But the one thing that does catch my eye is when the practice of writing is thought of as a ritual or routine. My dissertation advisor described writing like working out. You just have to integrate it with your daily routine. Like working out, there will be days that will be productive; and others that are not. Either way, it's the routine that is important.

Along that theme, I read something similar from Freelance Switch about a morning writing routine which seemed really insightful especially since I now have "a morning" to write now. But I refuse to wake up at 4:30am. That's way too early. =P

Create a Morning Writing Ritual
in Productivity by Leo

If you’re like most writers, you procrastinate. You have a hard time getting started writing, unless you’re seized by a burst of inspiration. Instead, you might do some “research” online, fiddle with your to-do list, or work on a number of other tasks instead of doing the writing you need to do.

If you’re having trouble getting your writing done, try creating a morning writing ritual. You can get a lot more done each day, as an early boost of productivity will spur further productivity throughout the day.

Why create a morning routine? A few reasons:

1. It gets your most important task out of the way. This assumes, of course, that your writing is your most important task, or at least one of them. But if it is, you don’t want to put off that task till later — do it first, and then you can check that off your list!

2. Stuff can get crazy later in the day. If you put your writing off until the afternoon or evening, other stuff will come up throughout the day that will interfere with your plans. And a lot of times, that stuff is urgent, pushing back your writing until the next day — when the process is repeated. Do it early, before the rest of the world gets in your way.

3. It’s peaceful. Mornings, for me, is the quietest time of the day. The kids aren’t up, there’s no hustle and bustle, the phone’s not ringing, the television’s not on. It’s just me and the cat. The sun is rising, and the day is new and beautiful. It’s the perfect time for great writing. Even if your morning writing ritual starts when you get in the office, it’s still the quietest time of the day for many offices. And quiet is good for writing.

4. You can relax later. Once you’ve got your writing done, you can goof off without guilt! Guilt-free goofing off is priceless.

5. Routines ensure that things get done. Without order is chaos. And while many of us writers enjoy chaos, it’s not always the most productive way of doing things. If you have a specific routine, with a specific order of doing things, and it becomes a habit, you know that what needs to get done will get done. It’s simple and effective.

So how do you create a morning writing ritual? Well, that’s different for each person, but here’s what works for me:

1. Prepare the night before. When you first wake up, you’re not always thinking right. Prepare for your morning writing ritual when your thinking is clear, in the evening, and your morning will start off so much better. How can you prepare? Get your writing tool out and ready to go — whether that’s your word processor (Google Docs for me) with your document open and ready to go, or your favorite writing pad and pen, have it out and set up. Next, clear away all distractions (this is a later step, but it’s good to get it ready now). Prepare the stuff for your coffee or tea, or whatever you like to have in the morning, so that it’s ready to go when you wake up. Anything else you can think of that you’ll need, get it ready. Also: know what you’re going to write, and have your pre-writing prep done as well.

2. Set a time to start. I like to wake up at 4:30 a.m. every morning, and get writing at 5:00 a.m. after getting my coffee ready, using the bathroom, eating some toast. But your wake-up time may be different. Whatever time you choose, set a fixed time to get started with your writing. Now when that time comes, brook no delay or excuses. Start on your writing right away. No excuses!

3. Get your coffee first. Before you start writing, it’s good to have an enjoyable morning beverage or snack, such as coffee or tea or toast or a bagel or a smoothie. Whatever you enjoy, have it right before you start writing. This will make the entire ritual an enjoyable one, and one that you look forward to each morning. Give yourself a reason to jump out of bed!

4. Don’t check email or RSS feeds. This is the biggest mistake many writers make. They check their email, or read their Google Reader or Bloglines. Even if you tell yourself it’s just for 10 minutes, you will get inevitably sucked into that hole of distraction and time-wasting from which no writer returns. Do not do this. Trust me. It has ruined many a productive day for me. Tell yourself that you cannot check email or feeds (or whatever your distraction of choice is) until you finish your writing (or at least 1 hour of writing). Seriously. Don’t do it.

5. Clear away all distractions. Related to the above, but clutter on your desk and your computer should be cleared off to remove any visual distractions. Turn off email notifications and the phone and anything else that might pull away your attention. I like to clear off my desk and I’ve removed everything from the walls that might distract me. Focus is key!

6. Just write. OK, you’ve got your coffee, you cleared away your distractions, and your writing time has come. It’s time to crank out the copy. If it helps, set a timer for 30 or 45 or 60 minutes, and try to write as much as possible during that time. You can do 30-10 intervals — 30 minutes of writing and 10 of break time (check email or walk around), followed by another 30-10 interval. Repeat as necessary. They key is to maintain focus — every time you feel pulled away from writing, stop, and pull yourself back. Just crank.

7. Celebrate when you’re done! Finished writing your piece or the chunk you wanted to write for today? Hooray! Now give yourself a reward. This should be a part of your ritual. The reward is the pleasurable ending, the completion of the sandwich, with the writing being the meat (or hummus or tofurkey, if you’re a vegetarian like I am). Sandwich your writing ritual in pleasure, and you’ll be more likely to do it every day.

8. Practice. This ritual will not become a habit right away. It will take focus and energy to do it at first, but after a fortnight or so, it should become an established routine and things should start to go smoothly. Ahhh! Productive and enjoyable writing!

Friday, May 18, 2007

The List of "Don'ts" for Students

I should be back to writing, but I had to do a double take on this one. By way of Orcinus who got it from Progressive Historians, it's a 26 point guideline called, "Don'ts for Students" published in 1981 by ... the North Carolina Moral Majority. Yep, it's a piece of Jerry Falwell's legacy. Orcinus called it the best summary of "the educational messages fundamentalist high school kids get from their parents and elders."

After I read it, I reminded myself that this was one of the reasons of why I teach -- well, 26 of them anyway. Although #24 seemed to be okay, but I'm skeptical of its intentions which still includes all 26 of them.

Don'ts for Students.

1. Don't get into science-fiction values discussions or trust a teacher who dwells on science fiction in his/her "teaching."

2. Don't discuss the future or future social arrangements or governments in class.

3. Don't discuss values.

4. Don't write a family history.

5. Don't answer personal questions or questions about members of your family.

6. Don't play blindfolded games in class.

7. Don't exchange "opinions" on political or social issues.

8. Don't write an autobiography.

9. Don't keep a journal of your opinions, activities and feelings.

10. Don't take intelligence tests. Write tests only on your lessons. Force others to judge you on your own personal achievement.

11. Don't discuss boy-girl or parent-child relationships in class.

12. Don't confide in teachers, particularly sociology or social studies and english teachers.

13. Don't judge a teacher by his/her appearance or personality, but on his/her competence as a teacher of solid knowledge.

14. Don't think a teacher is doing you a favor if he/she gives you a good grade for poor work or in useless subjects.

15. Don't join any social action or social work group.

16. Don't take "social studies" or "future studies." Demand course definition: history, geography, civics, French, English, etc.

17. Don't role-play or participate in socio-dramas.

18. Don't worry about the race or color of your classmates. Education is of the mind, not the body.

19. Don't get involved in school-sponsored or government-sponsored exchange or camping programs which place you in the homes of strangers.

20. Don't be afraid to say "no" to morally corrupting literature, games and activities.

21. Don't submit to psychological testing.

22. Don't fall for books like "Future Shock," which are intended to put readers in a state of panic about "change" so they will be willing to accept slavery. Advances in science and technology don't drive people into shock. It is government and vain-brain intrusions in private lives, which cause much of the unbalance in nature and in people.

23. Don't get into classroom discussions which being: What would you do if....? What if....? Should we....? Do you suppose....? Do you think....? What is your opinion of....? Who should....? What might happen if....? Do you value....? Is it moral to....?

24. Don't sell out important principles for money, a scholarship, a diploma, popularity or a feeling of importance.

25. Don't think you have to associate with morally corrupt people or sanction their corruption just because "society" now accepts such behavior.

26. Don't get discouraged. If you stick to firm principles, others will respect you for it and perhaps gain courage from your example.

Fujiya & Miyagi

During my break from my morning session of writing, I came across this music video that was mesmerizing. I can't tell if it's cgi, but it was pretty fun to look at with a cool beat. It was definitely a nice break.

And here is the rest of it.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Deadlines = Neurosis

I have two deadlines rapidly approaching -- one is self-imposed and arbitrary, the other can't be renegotiated. If I miss the latter one, then I lost an opportunity. The first deadline is my chapter and I told my advisor that I should have it for her review at the end of the month. That's 15 days from now. I'm almost done with the review of incitement and true threat jurisprudence, but I'm missing two very important sections: an analysis of Virginia v. Black case, and my own analysis of true threats, burning crosses, state power, and First Amendment protections. By the way, my current draft is already at 58 pages, so there's still quite a chunk to do before the end of the month, and already I'm entertaining the idea of pushing my deadline back another week.

"Must resist the thought!"

The second deadline is much later in July 15, 2007. That's close to two months from now which gives me some room to work, but the days can quickly turn into weeks and the next thing I know I'm out of time again.

The hard part about writing is organizing my time. I know writers who have multiple deadlines measured in terms of days (sometimes hours!), but can manage to meet them all so long as your time is managed correctly and efficiently. Of course, this is assuming you don't have writer's block, but even then, there are exercises for getting over that constraint. It also helps when you have little or no other obligations other than your writing. This is where my dissertation committee and many friends and colleagues rightfully warned me about the dangers of teaching: it is a time sink. Teaching will take up your time, time spent away from writing, and in the end, an unfinished dissertation is just that -- not finished.

[As I write this, I am also mindful that time spent here writing this post is also time spent away from my dissertation ... which is the initial reason why I started this blog (and numerous others), but I digress.]

I think that's why I've been fairly aggressive, even aloof and dismissive, at student requests for reviews of their final grades. I feel the pinch of the first deadline, and I need to be focused. I got my last paycheck, my job is done for the semester, and now I have to do my mine. After all, students are not the ones who will hire me. It's a committee of faculty and sometimes administrators. I can be accommodating and friendly to students all I want, but if I don't have those three extra letters after my name, then I will not get hired full-time. And I really don't want to be part-timing for the rest of my life.

As a result of my heightened anxiety due to my deadlines -- it may as well be neurosis -- I have to alter my writing schedule. I'm thinking of a 3 part split in the day: 3 hours in the morning, 3 hours in the afternoon, and 1 hour at night for a total of 7 hours per day. When I was teaching I could only spend, at best, 2-3 hours a day, 4 days a week, which is not much time so this schedule will be a substantial change. But between my time for writing, and time for everything else, I have to choose the former. It's the only way I can meet my deadlines, arbitrary or not.